i finally booked a flight home. it cost me around 2.7 thousand, which was a lot cheaper than the 4.5 thousand when i checked this weekend. of course thats only a one way ticket. hopefully i can agree with my counterpart that i would come back on the second week of january. its only fair since i would be leaving manila on christmas eve. this would mean that my parents would drive an hour and a half to pick me up in the airport.

the big news in the office is so near already. i cant wait to see the faces of my colleagues when they find out about it. a number of people already knows and i made it pretty clear to them that i do not consider it good news. to majority of the people it may be good news but not for a few of us. my initial reaction was that i felt like it was an insult. an insult to trust. of course i could not say to my managers that i feel betrayed. they too were betrayed. but my plan is really to say what i feel. i felt betrayed and they are going to hear it.

to update you about school. it has become a little bit boring. i am learning a lot still, dont get me wrong. its just that one of my batchmates had to drop out for this term. we kind of really get along so well. oh well. i guess my classmate saying that i am one of the few people she will miss is good enough for me.

again, i dont feel talking to somebody i know. this person really is very nice to other people, treating them like they are friends. but i just dont get it. this person is still keeping this secret that everyone already knows about. this person just keeps on denying it - pretending that nothing is up when obviously there is. i personally find it insulting that you act like people are stupid enough not to notice the obvious. people really do contradict themselves and there are no exceptions.

i am finally going to the bazaar booth of one of my friends in college. im going this sunday with another friend. i also plan on bringing along another person, lets just see how it would go.